I cried a lot.Said that i have fever..,i cried "please inform my parents they will come and pick me".but nobody listend.It was a rainy dull morning.I still remember my first day in my Navodaya.
I was eager to get out the place.I was not having fever,but i pretend that i have, foolish idea of a helpless boy.Now i am remembering the words of the staff nurse which then i felt meaningless"you are crying today to leave here but i am telling you that you will cry..one day for leaving this school".I used to sit by the window of 6th A class and watch the people walking through the mudd road out side the compound wall.and think how lucky they are all.
Time passed by very quickly...,my school started teaching me everything.Evrything was new to me.Home sickness got over soon.Years went by gifting me the tresures of my life..my friends and the sweet memories of them.How spicy the days were..,i remeber each and every moment of my life there.Dont know how to express their beuty in words.
Days and nights got new meanings when i fell in love with her.what to say beutifull days.when thinking about it now my heart pains a bit.I Never thought ,the little girl who sat beside me along the way to my school at the first time,could hurt my soul like this.But no regrets..no curses only blessings.someone's right becomes someone's wrong thats all.
The more you hold ,sand tight..,the more it runs out..Love is full in love itself,what else i need...
My school gave me everything.It taught me to love ,laugh,cry...and live..enough for me.The last day in my school..,the sky was crying out loudly.A hurry- burry day..everybody were busy running to get the papers get sighned.At last the painfull good byes.then i realised the meaning of my nurse's words. I didnt cried but wished if i could have.
I stepped out of my school for the last time.Now nobody will scold me if i woke up late,nobody will tell me go for ten rounds,nobody will ask me are you sick.nobody will tell me ..hurry up its time for roll call.
our last day was also rainy...
ReplyDeletei think nature was sharing our feelings...
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ReplyDeleteno dee...i have mentioned it...,
ReplyDeleteya..for sure nature was sharing our feelings..
Ya, nature was crying, may be to keep us from shedding tears. . .
ReplyDeleteMaking me in the edge of crying. You were always like this friend. I don't know whether you remember, we two got up in a fight when we were sharing the bench. I don't remember the reason for that. But after that how many nights and days i spend on your shoulders. How will i thank GOD for giving a friend like you? I really love you my dear friend. Never feel alone. Always think that i will be there lying on your shoulder to help you.
ReplyDeletewhat should i say...love you da...
ReplyDeleteu had got many stuffs to remember..really gr8 and quite funny..keep going man..
ReplyDeleteu know it's just exciting..
ReplyDeletei hate to get out from this life but u know the "CHA3G" WILL fight against these emotions..
hey..intruder thanks for the comments welcome...to the spring
ReplyDeletepravi said........... "Ya, nature was crying, may be to keep us from shedding tears. . ."
ReplyDeletei think it was nature's trick to mask our tears